i've gt a feeling.
i'm afraid we would get further and further apart from each other.
i hope the feeling would be just " i'm thinking too much "
and not something real.
i dunno where this feeling came from.
but it suddenly seemed so real to me, for that few seconds.

recently i had become so emotional, dunno for wad.
why is it that, whenever someone gains something,
that someone would surely lose something?
isn't dere any win-win situation?