SO LONG NEVER BLOG ALREADY!
I WANNA BLOG NOW BECAUSE, ALL THE SOCIAL NETWORK ARE INCONVENIENT NOW FOR ME TO SAY WHAT I FEEL! :(

WOAH, THIS PERSON LI HAI. ASK PEOPLE HELP HER COME SAY ME. FINE LOR
WAD TO DO. LIFE JUST SUCKS.

i wanna talk.
but i've got no one to talk to.
so i came back to blog.
i dunno how to explain how i feel now,
but i know it aint good.

the feeling just get so strong today.
maybe because everything came true today.

i know it will happen someday,
so i should just let time do the job.

it has been a long time since i blog..

i've gt a feeling.
i'm afraid we would get further and further apart from each other.
i hope the feeling would be just " i'm thinking too much "
and not something real.
i dunno where this feeling came from.
but it suddenly seemed so real to me, for that few seconds.

recently i had become so emotional, dunno for wad.
why is it that, whenever someone gains something,
that someone would surely lose something?
isn't dere any win-win situation?

i'm finally updating my blog.
bcos ppl said that i long time nv update le..
but i'm lazy to update everything that had happened recently.
bcos it is a real LOOONG story..
sometimes, ppl are jus not trustworthy..
they dig a big hole for you,
and waiting fall you to fall in.
kinda disappointed with the word '' HUMAN "basically , REALISTIC & MATERIALISTIC
( i hope i spelled correctly..)

and now basically, i'm not working now anymore.
i am rotting at home from mon to fri,
unless ppl birng me out.
if on the weekends dere are no jobs for me ,
i'll be oso rotting at home.
currently working part time , as a cashier agen. -.-

today HJ came to my hse. for? actually nth.
erm.. shld say i went to her hse 1st, den to Vista
and back to her hse den my hse..
we webcam with YH and she left my hse at 11pm.
we took a few pics, using her lappy..


i look stupid somehow here..

i suddenly feel like going to Universal Studios!!
it seems really fun huh...
it would be very shiok to take lots of pics dere ??
mus find a chance to go dere soon?
bcos sch starting soon~~ =[[

having super strange feelings recently..
but i can concentrate more now already..

i want to buy lots of things , but i am super broke..
i had spent too much money the last 2 months..
esp after i buy my laptop..
and i went all the way down to FUNAN jus to get my warranty card.
and i still dunno whether my warranty card will be valid..
-.-!
bcos it is stated dere receipt is needed.
but i only gt the origianal 1, if i give it to them ,
i jiu dun hv liao..

strange things are happening to me recently oso..
i dunno how to treat it at all.

YAY! i bought my laptop!
i bought it for $1400.
and i fork out $500 myself..
it is a LG laptop, i hope tt the quality would nt be tt bad ,
like my hp.. -.-

14 more days to my last day of work.
i am actually very happy that , that day is reaching~!
but, i am oso a lil bit sad lah..
bcos i will miss all the jokes and the ppl dere..

i dunno wad happen to me recently..
i cant seem to concentrate..
ytd was the most serious..
i dunno whether is it bcos of lack of slp or wad..
i keep making mistakes during work..
and gt scolded by my super..
i tink i have been tinking too much recently , tt's why?
in fact, i dun even noe wad am i tinking abt.
i tink i have some problems somehow..
how ?? wad can i do ??

i had oso been damn tired these few days..
in the past, during sch, it would nt bee a problem to slp at 12
and wake up at 6 in the morning..
but now , even if i slp at 10 and wake up at 5,
i still couldn't wake up..
frankly speaking , every morning i have been forcing myself to wake up.
bcos i cant afford to let my $80 fly away agen.
this is already my last month, i die die oso mus get till the $80.
including this month had already been 4 months,
but 2 out of 4 times , my $80 had fly away.
feb was the most innocent wan..

waiting for my off day to reach is a torture..
bcos i had my off day last tues, i had to wait for 10 days to my next off day..
pls come faster so tt i can rest?

work is a total bored agen.
time pass super slow today.
and esp after lunch.
luckily i had ppl to chat wit , so time wasn't tt hard to get pass.

tmr i need to go to FUNAN and get my warranty card,
bcos IT show de ppl nv give me.. -.-
super sian..
anybody wants to accompany go?